Its 2 hard 2 let go

i have a problem wif letting go.. im alwayz happy wif wat i hav n im content if things will 4eva stay the same.. mayb im just at a happy point in my life n i just dont wanna move on.. this past 6 months hav been awesome.. i wish it will stay the same..

bt then, its the end of a sem.. things will definately change.. wif new classmates n new timetables.. new lecturers n new subjects.. my team is nt 1 anymore.. sum hav moved on as they think they're 2 gud 4 us.. we all made a promise that the team was more important than anithin else.. n u guyz act like its just nothin.. bullshit man!! n i just cant let sum1 go.. even though i've said it so often that im over her bt im nt.. even though wat u've done really ruined a part of me.. n u noe i 4gave u 4 that n i can nvr say no 2 u.. mayb im a fool bt there r just things that i want 4 it 2 stay the same.. owh well.. 4 now i hav 2 make sure i get through the last hurdle n prepare 4 the next step..

' Sumtimes the person u love most is the hardest person 4 u 2 show ur love'

Neglecting

as u may notice i havent updating my dear blog 4 quite some time.. well its just that there isnt much 2 blog about.. just been bumming around the hse as i seldom go 4 classes n now is study break.. so in other work i havent done productive work 4 over a month..

well 2 all my group 2 frenz its the end of the beginning.. i still cant believe its been around 6 months since we all 1st met.. wow!! 2 c how much we noe each other n all the stuff that has happened has made me wonder that mayb destiny brought all of us 2 end up taking CAT n enroll in the same class.. n i have imagined many times if i had decided 2 do a-levels in taylors would things b the same wif ppl over there.. bt rite now 2 me i hav made the right choice n i wont change my mind bout that :D wow!! again..

enough wif the sappy-ness.. last nite was the 1st time i met up wif azman 4 a few months.. strangely were like the best of frenz bt we only meet a handful times a year.. mayb being far away from each other makes everytime we meet more interesting since we hav more 2 tok bout.. anywayz as usual we went 4 steaks at san francisco steakhse.. n were there 4 a few hrs just having a smoke n cheesecake :) since we left aroung 10.30 we felt it was kinda early 2 call it a nite.. so i randomly suggested we go 2 azim's hse 4 some foosball, pool n ps3 sessions.. so gave him a call n he said ok so we were off 2 ara damansara.. we were there till 1.30 as we called it a nite as azman has work the next day..

"we never noe wat the future holds, so sit back, relax n just watch as it unfolds"..
CHAIO ppl!!

Harimau Muda Vs. Sarawak

this was a last minute plan.. my dad saw it on the paper n so we decided 2 go as usual.. so since it was at bukit jalil we left home quite late n just made the match in time.. surprisingly it was free!! usually it would cost rm10 bt since harimau muda is under FAM they dont charge ppl 2 watch the match.. as im from sarawak i went there 2 support them.. bt there is a lot of problems wif the team n we r currently 2nd from bottom in the league.. its sad 2 c that the sarawak players hu hav nt been paid 2 months salary play as the looked so demotivated.. they were against a team hu r 2nd in the league hu r paid by the FAM n r the national U-19 team.. the end result was......

as expected we lost 3-0.. the goals were scored in the 1st half n is was kinda a dull game at times.. well here r some other pics i took..

well thats all bout the match.. btw there was a funfair outside n i saw sum ppl leave early 2 go 2 it.. it was at the car park

that is all.. CHIAO!!

An Uncontrollable Addiction

there is nt much 2 blog about so well this is all i can think off.. since im on an unexpected holiday i hav the time 2 take pics of them.. this addiction im toking bout is the buying off football boots :D.. in total i hav spent more than RM10k or so on it.. yes i could hav done so many other things that many ppl hav suggested bt i just like 2 collect it.. in total i hav about 15.. ranging from rm160-760.. i bought my 1st 1 in form 3 n since then nearly every other month i will hav 1..

Firstly was, my fav of all bt now its irrepairable.. haihh.. my f50+




well this is the rest that i hav..


ok.. i hav oni 12 wif me rite now.. the rest r wif azri n a few others.. about 6 more is nt wif me including all my tiempo's :( all 3 r nt wif me..

anywayz.. here r sum more pics.. the total 90 series:


the predators:


the f50's:


the lone adipure:


the majestic mercurial vapors:


lastly, the neglected puma speed boot:

thats all 4 now.. hope u enjoy the pics.. :D

Sleep Over at Sunway Tower Hotel

yes its true i actually sleept over at a hotel.. hahaha.. its nice 2 b out of the hse 4 a change even though its just 4 1 nite.. yes it does sound odd since my hse is just a few mins drive away bt my mom is here 4 a corporate dinner n wanted us 2 stay at the hotel wif her.. so there i was using the internet from the room which cost rm52 4 24hrs.. so hope that i used it enough..

this sleeping over actually helped since i had 2 meet up wif ben n san san at pyramid in the morn.. i got up at 9ish n got ready 4 the long day ahead.. had breakfast at the hotel b4 meeting san san at starbucks.. ben joined us after a while.. we waited 4 quite a while b4 wong n lim came.. there was some prob wif a frenz car so i didnt mind that at all..

i went in wong's car 2 mid valley.. since it was past 12 n all the roads were jammed especially at mid valley.. we were goin in circles 4 nearly 30 mins n we gave up n headed 4 old klang road.. we just sat n waited at the bus stop in front of shell till wong got bored n decided 2 give it another shot.. this time we found a parking n headed 4 the food garden 2 meet up wif the rest..

this is the 1st time i met sum of them so it was kinda ackward 4 a while.. when they all finished eating we headed 4 care4 2 shop 4 supplies 4 the bbq dinner.. at that time it was kinda fun shopping wif ur classmates.. there were a lot of funny things that happened that made such a dull thing fun..

n finally.. we headed 4 alveena's hse n had a gud time poker-ing, pool-ing n bbq-ing.. i left kinda early wif the rest of my class n wong dropped me off at gardens 2 meet up wif my family.. so that day ended off feeling so damn tired..

now 2 2day.. i ended waking at 2.. went 4 training.. went 2 aunt rok's hse warming n watched sum footy.. still kinda tired bt just cant sleep..
CHAO PPL!!

A Fool 4 Sports

recently i made a quiz on fb bout how well ppl noe me n i found out that nt many neu that i watch many varieties of sports which r shown at awkward times here so i hav 2 wait till the wee hours of mourning 2 view them..

Firstly, Football

well this is an obvious 1 as u can c that football is sumthin im really passionate about.. i hav always enjoyed watching football.. whether watching the epl on the tele or goin out 2 stadiums 2 watch some local games ( yes i do watch as much as i can ).. i just get entertained by football n i enjoy following my fav teams 2 c their progress.. as much as i enjoy watching them, nth beats playing it urself.. i dont care whether its just a kick about or a real game just being on the field makes me happy.. it is just sumthin which i will alwayz enjoy n hope 2 pass on 2 my children..

Secondly, Baseball

4 ur information they do actually show baseball games in malaysia.. its on espn in the early mornings on weekends.. i do try my best 2 keep up 2 date wif all that is happening bt since they play everyday ( seriously ) i can only keep up wif 1 team at a time.. there r 2 leagues so i follow 1 from each.. in the american league the New York Yankees n in the national league the Chicago Cubs.. when i was living in saudi i did join little league baseball so thats where it all started.. that wasw the only thing on during spring so i tot wth.. u can ask me anithin bout baseball n may b able 2 answer them..

Thirdly, Basketball

yes i noe there r quite a few ppl hu do the same bt i just find it so interesting.. a fast paced sport that is end 2 end which is rare in american sports.. i follow the detroit pistons as they also play every other day.. so i just look 4 their results n all.. they r now at the playoffs stage of the season now bt sadly the pistons r out.. better luck next year =D

well the rest r sports where i seldom follow.. rugby ( love the springboks ), cricket n i use 2 follow ice hockey 4 a while ( go NJ Devils!! )..

i always wanted 2 get a job which is sumhow related 2 sports bt i ended up taking accountancy.. haihh.. bt hey there is still time n things can change.. i will just go where the road takes me..

C YA!!

The Start of a New Chapter

I have shifted my blog 2 blogspot as i felt that my old blog was outdated n i lost all motivation 2 continue 2 blog there.. i really like the title of my blog.. i got it from the one republic album 'Dreaming Out Loud'

this is by far my fav album which i would u recommend 2 every1.. n its title says it all.. its all about sharing n expressing ur dreams wif others.. 2 look 4ward 2 the future n fulfill as much as u can..

i'm currently having a short hol period so im quite relaxed.. its a little over a month left b4 finals n it will b a long road 2 the end.. well that is all 4 now..
C YA!!