Part 2

theres 1 more thing i wanna blog about.. i may nvr have the mood 2 do this again so just bare wif me.. as u all noe ppl change as the grow older.. sum 4 the better sum 4 the worse.. i dont think i noe a person hu is still the same as they were 2-3 years ago.. how fast things changed..

when i was younger i was arrogant.. seriously.. i would alwayz tell every1 that im the best as i tot in my mind that i was.. i didnt handle losing 2 well.. n tried hard 2 fit in wif eveybody.. i wouldnt say i was a misfit bt rather wanted 2 b frenz wif every1 outside my circle of frenz.. i dont think many ppl remember me being like that as i met u all quite recently..

anywayz.. im still partly the same bt different in a way.. mayb as u grow older ur more mature n all the things u did in the past all seem so foolish.. i would laugh just thinking bout sum of the things i did..

well there is actually 1 more thing i need 2 let out bt that will b another day..

Things Happen 4 a Reason

it was midnite.. me n azman was sitting at anggerik usj 2 after watching district 9(which was wicked btw).. finishing up a box of cigs n just having a plain convo.. we came up 2 the topic of how we 1st met.. after sum time we realised there was a series of coincidences that led 2 him being my best man..

i was just bak after 2 n 1/2 years living in saudi arabia.. the timing wasnt great as i resumed schooling towards the end of primary 5.. wif UPSR looming the following year i agreed 2 join a tuition centre wif my couz.. we were just mere classmates n the centre closed at the end of the year.. we didnt meet at all 4 more than a year n fb didnt exist at the time (just had 2 put that in =).. in form 1 my dad enrolled me in a local football league.. during the selection we were standing in line next 2 each other n vaguely remembered 1 another.. ironically we ended being in the same team..

as the league drew towards an end.. his mom enrolled him at Kancil (tuition centre were i was at).. again we ended up being classmates.. by then we were tight.. hahahaa.. we would end up staying at the same centre till the end of form 5..

we then realise that our parents decision influenced whether or nt we would hav met in the 1st place.. how things would have changed if our parents decided nt 2 make the same decisions.. so by that time it was 1 am wif an empty box of cigs n the need 2 get home 4 i hav class n he has work the next morning.. we hav met frequently recently as i hav a car bt we would meet outside tuition mayb once every 3 months..

n we decided long ago that we will b each others best man at our weddings..

Sem 2 in Brief

its been a while since my last post.. haha.. havent been thinking bout blogging 4 a while.. anywayz as usual there has been many things that have changed..

it took me around 7 months 2 get my license bt it was worth the wait.. the process is so time consuming that i nvr actually wanted it till the end of the 1st sem.. bt since then my life has been a lot easier.. having had a car waiting on the sidelines i quickly took my chance n started 2 do things that i could nt without a driver :) life has been much better..

sem 2 has been so-n-so.. the timetable is ok as well.. though having classes till 6 does suck.. since i drive i think i've oni stayed till 6 less than 5 times.. seriously nt a fan of the traffic.. the new stuff we learn r fine n i enjoy some of the topics.. having skipped quite a few classes has left me behind sumwat bt i wont worry much bout that..

its this time of year again i guess.. i hav been feeling very insecure lately.. bout many things in life.. there is so many things i need 2 do 4 the better bt its hard 2 change being me.. being so undecisive on wat i want in life doesnt help much.. n endlessly slacking on things which r important..

results r out on monday so keeping my fingers crossed =D